Music Video:STAY (by Sugarland)

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  I've Been Sitting Here Staring At The Clock On The Wall
And I've Been Laying Here Praying, Praying She Won't Call
It's Just Another Call From Home
And You'll Get It And Be Gone
And I'll Be Crying

And I'll Be Begging You, Baby
Beg You Not To Leave
But I'll Be Left Here Waiting
With My Heart On My Sleeve
Oh, For The Next Time We'll Be Here
Seems Like A Million Years
And I Think I'm Dying

What So I Have To Do To Make You See
She Can't Love You Like Me

Why Don't You Stay
I'm Down On My Knees
I'm So Tired Of Being Lonely
Don't I Give You What You Need
When She Calls You To Go
There Is One Thing You Should Know
We Don't Have To Live This Way
Baby, Why Don't You Stay

You Keep Telling Me, Baby
There Will Come A Time
When You Will Leave Her Arms
And Forever Be In Mine
But I Don't Think That's The Truth
And I Don't Like Being Used And I'm Tired Of Waiting
It's Too Much Pain To Have To Bare
To Love A Man You Have To Share

Why Don't You Stay
I'm Down On My Knees
I'm So Tired Of Being Lonely
Don't I Give You What You Need
When She Calls You To Go
There Is One Thing You Should Know
We Don't Have To Live This Way
Baby, Why Don't You Stay

I Can't Take It Any Longer
But My Will Is Getting Stronger
And I Think I Know Just What I Have To Do
I Know Just What I Have To Do
I Can't Waste Another Minute
After All That I've Put In It
I've Given You My Best
Why Does She Get The Best Of You
So Next Time You Find You Wanna Leave Her Bed For Mine

Why Don't You Stay
I'm Up Off My Knees
I'm So Tired Of Being Lonely
You Can't Give Me What I Need
When She Begs You Not To Go
There Is One Thing You Should Know
I Don't Have To Live This Way
Baby, Why Don't You Stay, Yeah

She loved him like he was
The last man on earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up on her
Give a little, then take it back

She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin'
You'll ever leave the ground"
He said "only angels know how to fly"

CHORUS:
And with a broken wing
she still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly

One Sunday mornin'
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze

REPEAT CHORUS

With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly

I guess someone told Dwayne that I was writing something in my blog about him. Everything in my journal is True. Some people might not want to believe things that their family members do I guess.

There are always 2 sides to every story and people shouln't judge when they only hear one side or don't even know what is going on.

Yes there is a lot of stuff in my blog, this is the only way I have to vent. Dwayne only hears what he wants to hear and then make judgement on others who are in the same problem but he doesn't see that  because he thinks his kid is perfect (far from it) .

Everyone has their own opinion.

I know if my kids are wrong I will be the first to admit it. I don't try to sugar coat it.

When I don't argue back about some of our dissagreements, thats when someone should worry because that just means I don't give a FUCK any more, and I am getting very close to that point.

Oh and Happy Birthday to me, just another fucked up day in my life.

Dwayne bought me a truck for my birthday, I guess rianna and I can live in it since I have to home to go to. His princess and her boyfriend are living in the house that was ours with him while I am living in my moms basement. I even went over there and cleaned one day cause I wanted to go home and then he drops the bomb on me. I killed myself for them. What a waste. Oh I feel really loved.

Dwayne wants to be married but live like a single man. We never discuss anything, he just does things behind my back. What kind of marriage is that.

Really depressed today. Feel like shit

Had pelvic therpy today